New Years Goals and Objectives

         I realized that the older I get, the more obsessive about organization and lists I become too. I just feel like, with so much going on in life, it's becoming next to impossible for me to remember all of the 2.5 billion things I need to do. If someone were to take a look at my bedroom they'd never guess that I'm becoming an organization maniac, but that's just because I don't have enough time to color code my socks and organize my books by Dewey Decimal code. Really, I'm not that crazy yet, but give me another 15 years and I might be.

           Anyways, I made a bunch of New Years resolutions just before January 1st, but seeing as I didn't write them down anywhere, I just kept making a new resolution for every part of my daily routine that I want to change. Do resolutions work? I don't really think so. They put you in a good frame of mind and make you feel somewhatly obligated to keep them, but unless someone is behind you beating you with a stick every time you mess up, chances are you won't stick it out. That's why I rely on insurmountable guilt to help me along. If I make a list, and I fail to complete the list, I generally feel some sense of self loathing until I rectify the situation. I said I was a little crazy right? So here is goes:

1.  Go running at least 3 times a week.
2. Develop my business into an actual legitimate resume building business.
3. Publish and begin selling my designs by July 2011.
4. Audition (and make it) into an Agency.
5. Begin doing temp work in HR.

                Basically this all adds up to " Be a Grown Up and Get My Life Together." I'm not a huge fan of this whole not knowing where my next pay check is coming from and wondering if it will be enough to get me by thing. That's why I work so much. I don't really know how other people do it, but if I'm going to try and focus my attention on dancing, I better get used to it. Here's to a new year!!!!