I've been having the strangest dreams lately. Mostly centered around Culture Shock and various people in them. Usually it's the whole team as an entity in itself, but I've had a couple where individual people have stuck out. I think my stress from the team and emotions about the team are just playing out in my dreams. I had one in particular the other night. I wish I could put everything that happened down here but seeing as this is public and my dreams are private, I don't know how I would feel about that exactly. haha. All I can say is, in this dream, it felt like the other person was there...like actually there. Weirdest part? I was talking to them pretty frequently, but then after the dream, I haven't talked to them at all. We basically had an arguement. I forced him to answer a question I've had for a while but that I could never actually ask. Then I got angry, called us both on some bull shit, picked up my bag and went to my boyfriends house. I have never in my entire life had a dream that intense, real, and strange.
On other notes, haven't heard a word from my dad. If I still haven't heard anything in another week or so, then I think I can make the assumption he's going to just ignore everything. Oh well. If that's the case, at least I tried. And I'll try again somewhere down the line.
I'm glad I'm almost done with school. But it is scary. I really hope this job I'm going to apply for comes through. Just waiting to hear a confirmation so that I can send in my resume and everything. God the real world is terrifying. I hope I get at least a little vacation between jobs though. ^_^
~Keiko
